Hey you guys it's been awhile since I have blogged anything only because all I have really been doing is working and that is about it really. Anyway I really wanted to vent about something that has recently happen in my life that I want to get off my chest about how I feel. If I post this I'm sure I will be getting phone calls and texts but I don't care. A person who I was really close to that I knew my whole life has had made two mistakes that I'm not happy about the first one was really huge and major which I was disappointed and upset about and it took me so long to forgive this person and we moved on and I thought this person has learned there lesson from there mistake but I was wrong. I have recently found out they did something again to there family member and that just pushed me off to the edge it really has upset me. I really cared about this person and really believe that they can do better for themselves and I still do but they just seem lost in the world and I just wish I could get in this persons head and figure why they did what they did. I really don't think this person really understands all the damage they have done and I really think this person needs to get out of this rut or whatever and talk to someone. I haven't talked to this person lately and even if I did I wouldn't know what to say I probably would ask why but I know all they would say is I don't know. It just really breaks my heart that this person would do this to a family member. If this person reads this just know I will always love you but you really need to figure out what to do make things better or get some help because you just keep hurting people. I know deep down this person can do better and be a better person they just need some kind push or lots and lots of prayer. If anyone reading this has been in this kinda same situation let me know what you did or how to make things right.
