Venting

Hey you guys it's been awhile since I have blogged anything only because all I have really been doing is working and that is about it really. Anyway I really wanted to vent about something that has recently happen in my life that I want to get off my chest about how I feel. If I post this I'm sure I will be getting phone calls and texts but I don't care. A person who I was really close to that I knew my whole life has had made two mistakes that I'm not happy about the first one was really huge and major which I was disappointed and upset about and it took me so long to forgive this person and we moved on and I thought this person has learned there lesson from there mistake but I was wrong. I have recently found out they did something again to there family member and that just pushed me off to the edge it really has upset me. I really cared about this person and really believe that they can do better for themselves and I still do but they just seem lost in the world and I just wish I could get in this persons head and figure why they did what they did. I really don't think this person really understands all the damage they have done and I really think this person needs to get out of this rut or whatever and talk to someone. I haven't talked to this person lately and even if I did I wouldn't know what to say I probably would ask why but I know all they would say is I don't know. It just really breaks my heart that this person would do this to a family member. If this person reads this just know I will always love you but you really need to figure out what to do make things better or get some help because you just keep hurting people. I know deep down this person can do better and be a better person they just need some kind push or lots and lots of prayer. If anyone reading this has been in this kinda same situation let me know what you did or how to make things right.

Life Right Now

So I haven't really blogged much guess because I really didn't know what to say, but today I thought hey lets write about what's been going on in my life mainly for me even if no one really cares. Been off for three days I was off Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Thursday didn't do to much just hung out at my house. Friday I got to see my best friend Becca who haven't really see in while we hung out went to Greenville which I really enjoyed I don't know what I would do with out her she really is so much fun to be around. Saturday I just got to relax and spend time with Ryan which I love the most just doing nothing and being at home with is always the best. We have been watching Sons Of Anarchy it's such a good show so anyone who hasn't seen it I totally recommend watching it. Today has really been decent I had to work, but it really wasn't that bad I then came home and got a awesome little gift from my best friend Becca and then I cooked me and my fiance a yummy Sunday dinner. Nothing else really to say for now but maybe amazing things with start happening in my life.

Last Night

I want to talk about my night last night first afternoon/evening I was hanging with one of my best friends Becca while at her house my little brother had called me and told me they were on there way to my house right after that I had left Becca's to get to my house. Before I keep going I had invited my two brothers and my little brother's girlfriend Elizabeth to the house to hang out watch the Florida State and Auburn game. Anyways I got home started the oven for the snacks for the game started washing dishes when they got to my house. I greeted them and hugged them and all anyway also last night I wanted to ask Elizabeth a big question. I got her this Minnie coffee mug that had coca mix in the mug and I wrote her this sweet note asking her to be my MAID OF HONOR! She said yes and I'm super excited she is such a great person and friend and I really think of her as my sister and I'm very happy that she makes my little brother happy and treats him well they are actually a very cute couple! But anyways after that we talked and made snacks ate and of course Florida State won woooooo!! Best game ever!!

New Year's Resolution

So this morning I have been thinking a lot of what I want to do this new year what goals and plans I want to do to maybe make my life better or just make me feel good about myself so here is a list that I have so far...

1. Change my major and go back to school even if it is one class I really want to go back.
2. Plan my wedding right and how I want it and not get overwhelmed by it..
3. Not to get so stressed out relax more and enjoy life and have fun.
4. Work on what I'm eating and drinking and my weight.
5. Make more trips to see my parents.
6. Spend more time with Ryan maybe have more trips together.

That is all I have and I think 6 things are good enough for me I know it might be a little late to have this but it's hard to really think you want to do in your life to change it in a good positive way.

New Years Day

Today starts the new year 2014 I really can't wait to see what is in store for me this year I'm hoping really good things. Today me and Ryan actually talked about some of our wedding who is going to be in the wedding groomsman and bridesmaids and best man and maid of honor it's getting me so excited about our wedding its going to be amazing. Ryan and I are getting ready and going to see a movie and have lunch really happy to get out of the house and even better with him we don't get a lot of time together but when we do we use it wisely and just have fun. Right now waiting on his parents to come by bring a comfy chair that belong to his great aunt then off to get some food and see a movie.

New Years Eve!

Today has been such a wonderful day it has been my first day back home from my trip to Alabama and I got a lot done I got all my Christmas gifts and things I bought put up and organized. The only procrastination that I didn't do was put my Christmas tree put up, but don't worry that is definitely going to get done. One of my best friends who God luckily put in my life this year Rebecca to my house to see my face I missed her while I was gone she always makes me laugh and I wouldn't know what I would do without her I guess you could say she was one of my best things that happen in 2013 for me. She helped me cook dinner which was fresh seafood from Alabama we had fried shrimp, corn, hush puppies, and red lobster biscuits it was the bomb let me tell ya! Before I end this and we start a new year Christmas morning my wonderful other half asked me to be his wife and of course I said yes! We have set a date but of course I have only told my parents and his mom not letting anyone know right now it's a surprise plus I want to have save the date pictures coming soon...Starting tomorrow I'm gonna really try and make a little bit of plans for the wedding.

                                        my engagement ring (looks better in person)

                                           Becca and me from tonight! =]

Inspiration

This is my first blog ever and the person who really got me thinking of doing this was my little brother's girlfriend Elizabeth she inspired me to actually start because she had a point of just like having a diary or putting your thoughts and goals in a blog. Plus I think it will also help my writing and my way with words. I think this is definitely a start of something new and also a great goal for me for the new year to start blogging and just letting my life, goals, plans in a blog.